Auntie Update

Feather called me earlier. My aunt has around 3 respirations a minute and her kidneys are shut down. Along with her other organs going rapidly. They said she wont make it through the night.

On one hand, I wish for her to go where there is no more pain. On the other hand, I will be terribly sad to have lost my Aunt in this lifetime, knowing I'll never see her again.

I'm stayin in from Singing tonight. I want to be here for my family when/if needed. I also dont really want to get the news in a bar. I know I'll be an emotional wreck.

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Feeling: sad


Listening to: Silence