I thought they said you could never go home again?

Aleast I know I have heard that somewhere before. But I guess they were wrong.

"Here I go again, on my own. Down this lonely road I've ever known."

Well, my daddy will be here in a little bit. I'm not sure what exactly I'm ging to do, but they keep saying baby steps. 1 step at a time. Get the bare essentials moved down there, after I get a job either 1- get a place or 2- get a storage shed and that I can stay with them as long as I need to. As much as I love my family, I dont tink I can stay down there for that long.

Crystal wants me to go to chicago, even if its for a small vacation. I'm afraid of what I would do up there. I'm already trying to get ahold of my stomping buddies. Go out and get stupid together.

Just kill me now. Hurry up and get it over with.

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Feeling: Depressed


Listening to: Friends talking and seether in my mind