The past week has been really hard.

My birthday thursday was uneventful.

I got a job at walmart in cville. working night shift. i'll proby end up floating around to diff positions since i have experience diong pretty much everything.

Hephaestus and I have had our moments. both good and bad. we did something tonight that we problably shouldn't have.

i wanna go lay down with him. and sleep next to him. he's right, i'm sure, when he says i shouldn't.

i still want him back, ofcourse. i don't believe i will ever get over him, i really dont.

guess only time will tell.

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Feeling: Numb


Listening to: silence