Birthdays & Airplanes

Today was Daddie's Birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! I miss YOU! ....and, obviously, I missed it. I also missed Raquel's birthday as well. *sigh* I WONT miss her graduation tho, altho I'm afraid I have to fly probly to get home and back. *cringe*

Today I took C’sDad to see this woman Ruth. She's blind and is trying to help C’sDad deal with his going blind. She's a friend of the family, like me. So, Crystal gives me directions for the Expressway to keep me away from the Airport on the way to getting to and from this ladie's house, and I make it THERE fine, but on the way back her dad starts this spazzing out about how we're going to get lost and is having me read off the directions back TO his house while I'm driving and ofcourse I miss my turn off Devon onto Nagle. So, we stay straight and get on Irving Park. Guess what Irving Park does...It takes you RIGHT NEXT to O'Hare Airport.... Ya, yall remember hearing those planes passing over while your on the phone with me? That airport. And we're in the runway path, literally felt I could stop the van and reach up and touch thier landing gear. I was so freaked and trying NOT to show it in front of him. I HATE PLANES. Period, end of discussion. I go outside here at the house and thier SO close anyways, and at Crystal's, its just ridiculous. And I'm white knuckled in the middle of rush hour traffic bumper to bumper and these planes keep going over and over and closer and closer... I could have used a cigarette right about then, and then he's going on and on about how I missed the fucking TURN! Ah geezus christ give me a fucking Break! If he could shutup for 15 mins and TRUST me and my driving and Crystal's directions, then I wouldn't be in the flight path of O'Hare airport!

So, Last night wasn't so bad. I went out to the "V" with Crystal and Tazzie and shot some darts. I start out good and then I get shitty the more I play, dunno whats up with that... So, tomorrow night is a "night in" and no Karaoke at the "V", but they guy who does the "V" also does this other club on Saturday nights and I'm gonna spend the night with Crystal and Ken saturday so anyways, that should be fun and cool. I can't wait to get out of this place for a night. I really can't. I hold my cool so well, and I bite my tongue, but I need to get out more than just a few hours here and there. And right now I'm going to step out, having me a smoke while watching the planes fly closer and closer and look like thier gonna crash into each other.....and then goto bed.

Good night and sweet dreams to all, love ya!