i was doing so good!! so good! but i keep having these flareups. who knew that a cold could or would be so debilitating? One 5 minute coughing fit in the shower leads to me being laidup for 2 days and my work being without someone and me going back to taking narcotics heavily.
i think joe is going to look into withdrawing from his 401k if there is anything left in there after the market crashing over and over again... we need a few months rent pulled out to set aside and we'll be ok the rest of the month for normal bills on his income... we kind of have a plan.
i would prefer not to have to do this...and i hope that i can have some PTO saved up before we schedule anything as well... like the doc said its not like its emergency surgery i can plan my life around it... or it around my life?
listen to me just whining and whining. after all its a gorgeous day, i have nothing to whine about except for the fact that im staring out the window instead of being able to go outside and enjoy the pretty sunshine.
cold: go away! if your not gone by wednesday i have to reschedule the epidural and its hard to get a friday appointment!
“...So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.”--Stephen King
4-30-11 = Best Day of My Life
Hey. Chin up. Punch me later. Tomorrow I am posting about Zombies, and people who are Zombified, anything Zombie. I have you, ahem "tagged". Have fun. I need sleep its 2:53 and alarm goes off 6:15. Woo hoo!
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