i've been awake since 4:45 this morning. i was sitting here on the couch falling asleep over an hour ago. we decide to go to bed and all i can do is lay there and think about how he's gonna leave me. or find someone new. and how scared i am of losing him. and about how he's leaving on a plane in 2 weeks to go to Washington, DC and i'm afraid i'll never see him again.
what the hell is my problem? why am i so depressed... i have an uncontrolable fear that he's going to leave me.
fuck fuck fuck shit and damnit all to hell why the fuck can't i just be happy?
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