I get to spend 4 nights alone. He'll be back monday morning. i hope time flies by so fast.
tonight i have nothing planned but to take him to airport and find my way home.
friday nothing all day until i go to work, so that's normal. but friday night when i get home.... my first night alone in this place. seems kinda freaky.
saturday during the day i have nothing going on, i guess i'll just sleep all day. saturday night i'm spending the night with Alabama when i get off work.
sunday morning i'm going to help Alabama move some stuff. and then sunday evening i'm going to work.
monday morning i get to try and find my way back to the airport to pick him up. and i plan on spending all day monday wrapped in his arms cuz i know i'm gonna miss him *So* much!
i actually started crying lastnight. cuz he's leaving me for 4 days to spend some time with his mom... CRYING. but not because he's spending time with his mom just because he's leaving and getting on an airplane. just because I got to arkansas and back safely last xmas does NOT mean that my fear of planes is over. infact, it's increased if that's possible. thankfully we're not in the direct flight path anymore like we were living at Crystal's. everyonce in a while we'll get a plane comming over but not that often at all. and you can't hear them inside unless you have the patio doors/bedroom windows open.
sigh, what am i going to do? i'm such a boring person. i need more friends. i need a workout buddy. the folks in accounting, i think 2 of them workout together D & J, I think they do.. I'm not sure if H goes with them, I know S doesn't and M doesn't either. if only I had gotten to accounting first before M did, she use to be a nail tech in the spa but she's been going to night classes for billing... so i guess they would have given the job to her anyways. Right now everything that I do is so straight forward and simple. I create the folder with the contract, write the Group/Event name on the tab with the dates and the Billing/Account #. Then, as emails/paperwork comes in I file them into the folders. If an adjustment or change comes in on a banquet order or anything else I take the file and write the changes on the original if there is not a revised and stample together. easy as 1,2,3. I wish she'd give me this job fulltime! Working the 13 hours I do a week for them she said thier just barely not even getting caught up yet. who knows, maybe they'll decide to request that I come work for them fulltime.
I thought about joining a gym, thinking that if i had put money into it that it'd make me go...yea i don't like the idea of working out infront/around other people, i'm a little too selfconsious to do that... and i'm not willing to shell out however much they want a month for a membership either.
Ok with luck my man will be home within the hour to two hours.
1. Relax. Flying commercial airlines is much safer than driving.
ReplyDelete2. The entire business model for gym/fitness centers is bsed upon people signing 6 month or 1 year contracts and not showing up after month 1. Get the workout buddy - that will get you accountable to someone and working with someone (you can get fit walking around the parking lot and/or lifting plastic milk jugs filled with sand - for free). If you stick with it regularly for a couple months and y'all want to join a center, go ahead, but get the habit going first. And do that right away.