*whine bitch moan complain moan bitch whine*
nope, still don't feel any better.
has to be this weather.
and the fact that I miss Taranis *SO* much! A few hours in the evening and a few hours during the day on the weekend. We eat, sleep, have sex and go our seperate ways. And next month he's leaving from Thursday night to Sunday or Monday morning to go to Washington DC to visit with his Mom while she's there since he's never been there before.
so I guess you could say I'm a little jealous of momma. is that normal? that's wrong isn't it, I shouldn't be jealous of him spending a weekend with his mom in April because he probly wont get the free time from work during the holidays to see her then.
i could slap myself for feeling this way.
You know I could see why it would make you nervous about him leaving and spending time with his mom but I wonder if any of that has to do with the past. You know John and his mom had an unusually close relationship and it made me feel strange at first. Sometimes we drag residual feelings into new relationships. Just make sure your fear isn't displaced. Btw... I fixed the issue of John's mom too so it doesn't make me feel odd anymore but it took me awhile.
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