Thankfully no one that would know her is able to read my private journal.
So I've gotten a first hand look at how people can change. And I ask. Is it them changing or you changing? I was asked a question and I'm looking at myself and I wonder. I wonder so much. ......(time for you to go to private journal for more)
Ok, now that is over....
I've been a little moody lately. Not sure what my deal was. Taranis handled it all very well. We seem to fit so well. I think its the pills. I seriously do. But it was just like 2 days where I wasn't myself. I think maybe 3. We're not having to hide our relationship anymore. I told crystal about us and he's been sleeping in my room ever since instead of his. I think she knew anyways she was just waiting for me to finally come out and say "i admit i'm with Taranis" after all my denying and trying to hide it all.
I have to say this:
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
--Daughtry "Over You"
Look, I'm always going to love you no matter what. You were a huge large piece of me. But I'm over you and I hope your happy and I wish you and your family the absolute best and nothing less. Maybe one of these days we can set aside everything that happened in the past and be friends again. I'll always love you and hold you close to me whether you want me to or not. We were never ment to be together as long as we were. Why did we even keep getting back together? Doesn't make sense does it? No, it doesn't. But that's ok. We lived as best as we could I guess and I have no more hard feelings. I'm sorry things didn't end better.
and now that i got that off my chest......
I love you Taranis! I can't wait til your home so I can tell you to your face just how much I love you and how lucky I am to have you as my man.
Hey!!!!
Do your thing honey!
(Verse: 1)
I could feel it from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something ‘bout you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside
Don't know what you did boy but you had it and i've been hooked ever since.
(Hook)
I told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friends
Told the others, my lovers, both past and present tense.
That everytime I see you everything starts making sense.
Do your thing honey!
(Chorus)
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do!)
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon. (hey)
You got soul (yeah), you got class (ohh). You got style, you bad ass Oh Yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true (all right)
Ain't no other man but you.
(Verse: 2)
Never thought I'd be alright. No, no, no!
‘Til you came and changed my life. Yeah, yeah, yeah!
What was cloudy now is clear! Yeah, yeah!
You’re the light that I needed.
You got what I want boy, and I want it!
So keep on givin' it up!
(Hook)
Tell your mother, your brother, your sister, and your friends.
Tell the others, your lovers, better not be present tense.
Cause I want everyone to know that you are mine and no one else's!
Ooooh,oh oh!
(Chorus)
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you (to you yeah)
Ain't no other man (ain't no other man) on the planet does what you do
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds(a girl finds) in a blue moon.
You got soul (soul), you got class (class).
You got style,you bad ass- yeah yeah yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.
(Bridge)
Break it down now!
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other, (other)!!
Ain't no other, ain't, ain't no other (LOVER)!
Ain't no other, I, I, I need no other!
Ain't no other man but you!
Ohhhh!
You are there when I’m a mess
Talked me down from every ledge
Give me strength boy you’re the best
You’re the only one who’s ever passed every test
(Chorus)
Ain't no other man (woo), can stand up next to you (next to you)
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do. oh..
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul (yeah), you got class (yeah)
You got style, you badass- oh yeah!
Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.
(Chorus)
And now I'm telling you so ain’t no other man but you
Hey!!!!!!!!
Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you,,
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
Baby, baby, baby Oooh!!!!!
You got soul (yeah), you got class (ohh).
You got style, you badass
Don't you know!
Ain't no other man it's true
Ain't no other man but you.
-Christina Aquilera "Ain't No Other Man"
krm - I much prefer this happy you. The giddy you slides over into bordering "make me nervous" territory, but it still better than "down", eh?
ReplyDeleteIs there an intitiation fee to the private site? Or do people just have to hang around the velvet rope line hoping to be cool/hot enough for the bouncer to let them in?
i much prefer the happier me as well.
ReplyDeleteto access the private journal click on "behind the scenes" and then create an account (yea i know it sucks but it helps me keep private what i want private) and send me a message by posting "hi i wanna join" or something on a post in there. When I recieve it I'll approve you, but make sure you tell me who you are or it's deny city.
krm - I think I got past the bouncer at the velvet rope, but I am not seeing any posts past 1/07 (further than I got before - but still a little behind the times).
ReplyDeleteI guess I just haven't made it all the way to the VIP room (I just knew I should have gone with the designer jeans and Italian loafers, but I just had to opt for comfortable - I never seem to learn).
PS - I'll be getting out notice of some dates for a Steel game (the Junior A hockey team out of Bensenville) - the notice will go to an amzingly diverse group of my circle of freinds and correspondents who have some interest in hockey (and many, like you, whom I've never actually seen in person). It will be Republicans to Democrats and admitted Fundamentalists to avowed Pagans. Absolutely no beheadings will be permitted though! Bloodshed at hockey games should be strictly limited to on ice (and I am a real purist about my hockey).
I will select the date (or among the dates) with the greatest "I can do that one" reply rate. The dates will be in the Dec 14 to Jan 5 range.
You'd - of course - be welcome to bring T along too.
you have full access to all my threads, minus the ones that were for my eyes only. so what you see is what i've wrote. there is a calender thing to see older posts. i don't think i even started posting in my LJ until my seperation from Hephaestus. That's only 2 years and sparatic and rare.
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