what can i bore you with tonight?

I have a Dr appointment with a specialist up here. I go see her on the 21st. Wonder what wonderful news she has for me?

I can't believe how little of time it takes for shit to go wrong. Seriously, this time last year yea my life itself wasn't that great but I had a "clean" bill of health and now less than a year later my system is wanting to fuck up. Its been going on for a few months now and I was hoping that things would just magically go back to normal... So much for wishful thinking.

Now I have to shell out a $500 deductable as well as pay an emergency room bill plus a Dr bill; ontop of Gas pricing flaring up all around me. I don't think that I'll be going home this summer. Why can't shit just go RIGHT?! WHY does it always have to be a pain in the ass? I've never had one thing that just came at me easily and its gettin on my damned nerves.

I wish that I could just run away and live on some deserted island. Me and my Drake. granted he'd have to learn how to catch birds and small prey like mice or rabbits to eat but I think he'd enjoy it.

Gotta nice healthy bruise on my hand and a scab were the IV was in me. And ofcourse everybody has to be all nosey and shit asking me what happened.

Good news tho, I've lost about 10 lbs. Eating that double cheeseburger tonight with the change left over from puttin my last $20 in the tank probly wont do me any good but I wanted it so badly, lol. Otherwise, I've been a good girl.

Submitted a cd of some of the songs I know to the band HeadRush for us to collaborate together on. I can't wait for all this to start comming together. I really can't wait til I get my own band finalized but all in due time, baby steps.

Guess I'll stop boring yall now.