DISTURBED
"Numb"
Bleeding now I'm
Crying out I'm
Falling down and I'm
Feeling nothing like
Laughing now I'm
Stopping now I'm
Reaching out and I'm
Feeling nothing
Yeah, you have created a rift within me
Now there have been several complications
That have left me feeling nothing
I might say, you were wrong to take it from me
Left me feeling nothing
Crawling now I'm
Beaten down I'm
Tortured now and I'm
Feeling nothing like
Hunting now I'm
Stalking now I'm
Reaching out and I'm
Killing nothing
I can feel you ripping and tearing
Feeding and growing inside of me
I want this, more than you know
I need this, give it back to me
I hate you so much. You know who you fucking are. I hate you. I hate you, I hate YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!
You are forever controlled by those you hate.
ReplyDeleteAs I studed Christian theology, I came to a dawning realization that the whole 'foregive your tresspassers' thing has little to do with the offending person. Whether one forgives an offender or not does nothing to the offender's standing with God. The offender has to work out the sins directly with God (part of that should be making amends to the injured, but that gets me offpoint).
Foregiving someone who has offended against you is the way you free yourself from the hurt and start to move on (foregiving doesn't mean forgetting entirely or going back for more abuse either).
krm