I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let me right
Cause I’ve drowned in you
And I won’t pull through
Without you by my side
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far
Like a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight
--Mariah Carey "My All"
I'll give you a few hints... it is NOT Hephaestus or Aries or anyone that I've dated in Clarksville, AR or the surrounding county. They don't live in Arkansas, but an adjoining state. So its obvliously not anyone from when we lived in Maryland or Virginia. And he couldn't be from up here, either.
Who is he?
A friend told me to read this entry. I'm not conceded enough to assume but I know who I hope you're NOT thinking of, cause to him, you're just a shadow of a memory. The problem is that you can never be content with what you have. Plenty of guys are willing to call you friend, but that's just not good enough for you. It's your obsession with having a partner that is causing you so much pain.
ReplyDeleteoh you have got to be kidding me. if i'm just some shadow of a memory, why are reading my journal? and no, its not you.
ReplyDeletec'mon, seriously.