Thursday I was off work, which was t-totally nice! Went out to Crossroads like always. Didn't sing much. Didn't do much of anything really, just hung out and watched the Packers dominate!
Friday I did have to work, but only at the Firm. I had gotten a phone call thursday that I was off all weekend! I didn't go out Friday, just chilled at the house with Taz & Crystal.
Saturday the 3 of us went out. I got them to finally go out to Crossroads with me. Which was freakin awesome. After I got home, I ended up going back out again at like 3am.
Ah, sunday...Christmas eve. Now that was a day! I got home around 930-10am. Went out and got us McDs for breakfast. Helped Crystal clean up a bit for her family's arrival. Laid down on the couch and fell asleep. Woke up when she got back from grocery shopping. Helped carry in the groceries and went back to sleep! Woke up around 3ish in the afternoon. Just in time for family to start arriving (thier family not mine).
Monday was a nice and quiet peaceful day all by myself and my Drake Drake. We laid in bed all day and watched movies, after cleaning for a little bit.
And now, here it is Tuesday. And no one is here at the Firm. When we showed up one of the Engineers was here, but he's left already. He was sick. So now its just me, Crystal & the Sales Manager. 3 of us here out of 25 employees! Its a quiet day.
I weighed myself lastnight. The holidays & the goodies that come with it have not been nice to me. Then again, I should have more control over myself which I don't. I dont' have any discipline when it comes to myself. I need to stop before I ruin everything that I've worked for and towards.
I have a slight little problem. And I wish I could talk about it on here. But I can't, so I'm gonna have to go to my Private Journal.
Feeling:
bored outa my mind! and scared I was stupid and did something I'm gonna regret.Listening to: "No One Like You" - Scorpions
See this----> "I weighed myself last night."
ReplyDeleteThats your problem.
Don't do that.
i know i shouldn't, but its hard not to. i was doing so well. had lost about 100lbs, until about 6 months ago. when i moved up here to IL from AR i've put back on about 30lbs.
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