My fan base keeps gettin bigger and bigger, but I'm not famous yet. One of these days, I can feel it. Just have to have the patience and knowledge that all will come when its suppose to begin. I can feel the heat of the lights on my face, roar of the crowd in my ears when I sing a song that's loved by all. I can feel it all. And I love it. I dream of it everynight. On stage, singing to my fans. Loving my fans for everything they've helped me accomplish. And then, after the show, taking that lead guitarist into my bed. The one who's vocals compliments with mine so well.
We're perfect in that dream of mine. We're perfect together. Our voices are made for the other. Our hearts are one, but torn in 2 because we have 2 seperate bodies. And they ache when we are apart.
*sigh*
Dreaming is such sweet torture. I wonder who he is. This man I keep dreaming of. Have I met him yet? His face is shadowed, I can't see it clearly. He looks familair, but that could be my imagination running rampid on me. Taking the qualities of 'guys i have crushes on' and making them one soul. For one purpose. I know he's out there. Question is, when will he come find me? Or when will I find him?
With his piercing eyes that seem to meld from Blue to Green and back again, depending on his moods. That perfectly shaved head. The nose piercing (yes, in one dream he had a nose piercing) and the eye brow piercing he always has, in every dream. And he's so tall. So tall. I'd figure he's about 6'2 or even 3. Built like a line backer. Tall & Thick, strong muscles rippling under the tight shirts. And ofcourse his tattoos. Sleeved on both arms and a few on his back & chest, legs.
Ok, enough of my fantasizing about my dreams. Its time to get ready for work soon.
Feeling:
Its comming closer, I can feel it the snow, not only the change of seasons, but a change in my life.Listening to: "Cigarettes"-by Seether
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