So, I'm putting up spiders, webs & pumpkins. It looks really awesome. I'm thinking of leaving up some of the spiders up and a few of the pumpkins up through out the entire year.
#1, I'm terrified of spiders. And what better charms to charge and use for protection? Use what you fear. It should/could work.
#2, I'm have an obsession/fascination with the Comedy/Trajedy (Drama) faces. And 2 sets of the pumpkins are just that! One set is a happy and the other is a fierce/scary. So, I wanna keep them up all year.
I'm feeling a little better. Havn't cried today. That's something. Messed around on MySpace. Havn't been on that site in ages. I had friend requests and messages from MONTHS ago. haha. SUCKERS! I don't do myspace. Altho I have an account. I was gonna delete it. But nah, might as well keep it.
But then, I distract myself...ok, here's the deal. I'm putting up 'cling' window decorations. Part of the comp desk is in front of one of my bedroom windows. I couldn't reach the top of the window, so I braced myself on the corner. Being silly, I do this. And I had on these pants, not sure what type of material it is, but thier slippery kinda...flimsy. Anyways, I was balancing on one knee, barely, lost my balance and slid onto the top of the dresser part of the desk. (Its a corner one, HUGE) Its particle board, or whatever you call it. So, its reallly really old too. Barely surviving as it is. Dont know what I'm thinking. ....So, yea. It breaks. Not completely, but the screws came up out of the top. I can't describe how it did it... But I have a HUGE gash on my leg now. Thankfully its on my right lower calf and not the left. If it was on the left I would have ruined my tattoo (one of em).
So, yea. I'm a hazard to myself. I can do the simplest task and find SOME way to hurt myself. Never fails. This includes running into walls at work. And no, I wasn't ogling over some cute guy. Altho, there was one behind me and I didn't know it until he asked me if I was ok, after I ran into the wall. And WHY i ran into the wall, I dont know...I don't remember what was going on....
*sigh*
Feeling:
Drained, ExhaustedListening to: "Call Me When Your Sober" - Evanescence
yes, i am. i admit that whole heartedly
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