Another Confession

Almost every guy out there has a quality that would make him a cute guy. But, I do have a confession, about something that I guess I would say that I am vain about.

I know that I'm considered Average Height. 5'4 ...not quite 5'5 altho that's what my Drivers Liscense says.

You put a guy in front of me, and it doesn't matter if he's hot or a dog, if he's over 6ft tall, I'm in lust already. I don't know what it is with me and guys that tower over me. Someone once told me that means I want to be dominated, to be posessed.

I dont know really if thats true or not, but I do like a 'take charge' kind of guy. You know? One that wears the pants in the family. Someone who will give me a run for my efforts, ya know? A strong, bold man. One that isn't afraid to step up, say no and make my jaw drop. My exhusband, Hephaestus, was so damn passive sometimes it was ridiculous. Thier was too few things he'd stand up for. One of which, I think was pretty worthless and that was his time with his computer. Oh my god, did he ever stand up for time with that.

However, he never stood up for me. Period. The end. Someone wronged me or bad mouthed me, he looked the other direction. Which signaled to me, that he didn't care about me at all. And ofcourse that peaked alot of fights. Which, I'm sure he did care. Just not the way a married couple are suppose to about each other.

Ok, so anyways, what is my confession? My confession is this: I am so obsessed with TALL guys I guess, that I left that obsession go too far. I have ended, and prevented, relationships from happening because they were not 'the right height'. Yes, I know that sounds terrible and it is terrible of me. But, I can't help it. And you know, I'm sure there are guys out there that have done the same thing to me because I got meat on my bones. I'm not fat, but I aint no skinny minny either. I got some curves and they look damn fine in the right pair of jeans (everyone has those perfect jeans).

So, it doesn't matter, apperantly how handsome or whatever a guy is. I'm always gonna wish for a taller man (unless however, he is that tall guy). The taller and bigger the better. Ok, so not the BIGGER, because even I do have limits myself. I know as a former Extremely obese person (I've lost 120lbs and working on more) that I want someone that isn't like that either. I was depressed and didn't love myself and you know, people that are that big have issues they need to work out. I know I'm not at the weight that I need/want to be, but I'm getting closer every moment to obtaining and maintaining my goal. As long as I keep my curves and I dont become too skinny, I'll be one happy lady.

So, Apperance wise you now know my perfect man. Over 6ft tall, and built like a Line Backer... Yea. I'm gaga for the Tall/Built Football style bodies.

These are my confessions,
Jenny