1stly, lets start off with the Karaoke contest dates. I will be at the following clubs/bars in the Wood Dale, IL area for the contest until I win a round. And ofcourse, you guys will know when that happens. lol
ShadowBar --Higher Class, dress nice
8/08 , 8/15 , 8/22 These are all tuesdays. 3 winners will be selected each night to enter the semi-finalist competition for ShadowBar which will be held on 8/29.
McNally's --Never heard of em before
8/9 , 8/16 , 8/23 These are all wednesdays. 3 winners will be selected each night to enter the semi-finalist competition for the McNally's which will be held on 8/30.
CrossRoads --Casual/Sports Bar
8/10 , 8/17 , 8/24 These are all on thursdays. 3 winners will be selected each night to enter the semi-finalist competition for the CrossRoads which will be held on 8/31.
GrandFinals will be held at ShadowBar. Date to yet be determined. Thier will be 9 contestants. 3 from each bar. Winner takes $1,000 cash. Judging will be on Vocal Skills, Look, Style, Delivery, and Audience Reaction.
On to my crazy insane crazy life...
I got that letter from BioMom yesterday that I've been expecting. Amazingling enough she wasn't crazy or insane in her letter. She didn't twist my words around like she uusally does. It was nice. A breath of fresh air. And since she's working in public around lots of people, I'm happy to know that she's not lost it and seems to be getting alot better. I wrote her back, ofcourse.
I'm still lonely, still depressed. I called Fortune lastnight and cried on the phone. I couldn't sleep. COuld be why I wasn't in such a good mood today. I havn't heard anything from the HockeyGuy, so I guess we can completely cut our losses for him, huh? I'm so happy I have Fortune as a friend. I met him via SneezyMud and couldn't be happier with all my friends from there. I miss sneezy so much right now. But with dialup I have limited time and limited alot of everything so I can't get on and play right now.
Worked from home today. Fixing client and contact info. Sometimes its nice to work from home ya know? Just chillin in your jammies or sweats. Wake up a little bit later than usual. Don't have to worry about your hair or makeup. lol. tomorrow, will be a day to go into the office. woot. lol. Jeans day. hell yea.
Ya know, I get alot of propositions from guys to be thier 'fuck buddy' and other things. I know its normal. I've been there, done that. I think I want something more than a fuck buddy tho. Wait, I know I want something more. I just don't know what or to what extent do I want it?
So many guys, so many things. So many everything. Just not the right anything. I sound crazy don't i? I'm not crazy, I swear I'm not. Just lonely and feeling alone even though I'm not. Its not easy being in a new town where you don't know anyone except your roomates and a few of thier friends.
Thats one of the reasons I'm so excited about the Karaoke contest. Maybe I might find me a nice someone to hangout with and get to know. Possible boyfriend, ya know? A girl can't stay single her entire life. And can't live off friends-with-benefits forever. A few girlfriends would be nice too. I miss female companionship. I love Crystal, don't get me wrong. Its great hanging out with her and stuff. But we do enjoy different things. She's older than me by 15 years so I do need someone more of my age to go out and do things with sometimes. thier are bars here I'd like to go to but thier too loud and rowdy for Crystal and Tazzie.
And don't start reading anything into any of this. I havn't had sex in forever. Which is just plain out discusting and wrong. I don't have a friend that is for benefits right now. Its been so long since I've had sex I think I'm a virigin agian.
Next topic please, I'm sure you don't want to read about my boring non-sex life.
So, tell me. What is up with guys?
* -- You have those that don't want anything to do with you, ofcourse.
* -- then you have your 'lets fuck and never see each other again' guys.
* -- your 'we can be friends with benefits guys'.
* -- married and so hot and you want them, but thier off limits -ofcourse cuz thier married.
* -- The 'lets get married right now' guys
* -- And ofcourse you have the when you were married they wanted you, and now your single, but THIER married... I think that goes with the above catagory.
* -- And the ones you let get away that come back into your life. Yea, those hurt the worse because old wounds are ripped open.
* -- and the ones that let YOU get away. and they want YOU back, but you remember what they did to you, and it still hurts and you still want them but wont let yourself.
Ok, I've rambled on for an eternity now about nothing in particular that I'm sure anybody really wanted to read. But I needed to talk. And you decided to listen.
Now what are you waiting for? Get out there and find me a boyfriend! Do your job, damnit I'm tired of waiting.
so which of those do I fall under, and still waiting for a response from my email to your yahoo email account
ReplyDeleteIf you can't find what you are looking for,stop looking. When you stop looking,you usually find it.
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ReplyDelete.....OR as I would say - look no further! I'm right here, baby! I say that alot. lol Seriously tho, who could possibly resist a woman who opens a post with "1stly" - I loved that. Feel better - once you get to working and all that you'll find your people. :-)
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