Got Interesting for a Minute...

Tuesday
I went to ShadowBar for thier Karaoke night. It was the lastnight to qualify for the Semi-Finals...Which, we all already know that I got in the 1st week...

So, I went. And it wasn't all that great for me, because thier are some awesome singers... However, it did get fairly interesting when this one guy showed up after the contest. I was fixin to leave, but he looked familair. So, I asked one of the other girls there if she knew he was and she said yes. So, She went over, grabbed him, introduced us and left. He sat next to me and we talked for a long time. He seemed interested and everything...

So, Its gettin really late and I need to leave and go home and get my ass to bed... Its about 12:30 am and I need to wake up between 5 and 5:30am... He walks me out to the Blazer, goes to give me and hug and sneaks in a polite peck on my lips...for oh, about 10 seconds I'd say. And then, he stood there and talked to me for a few minutes. Then he said he really needed to get back inside, but he'd definatly come check me out Tuesday (next week) for the Semi-Finals and cheer for me. Leaned in for another hug and this time he kissed me like...WOW...Kissed me. It was like 10 mins. I thought I was in heaven. It was great. Went home, got like maybe 2 hours of sleep. Couldn't sleep...Couldn't stop thinking about that kiss. It was amazing.

Wednesday
Me and Crystal with Tazzie go out to the V. I get hit on by this guy. He's over 40. He buys me a drink. Crystal starts talking about the Karaoke semi-finals and I inform her that I found out I have to sing 2 songs. Not one. And it starts earlier. I needed to get more specifics so I went across the way back to ShadowBar where I hit it up with the Owner. Told her about my Kissing Experience with that Guy...He kinda works for her, I'm not saying WHAT he does or you'll beable to figure out who he is.... And she's like "call him...no, don't call him" and she's teasing me about how flustered he got me. And that we had an audience and all this stuff... She told me to make sure I can come out Friday and see him that night he's working... And possibly Thurs night he's working. Well, Fri and Sat are bad for me and I explained why with the 2nd job and everything.....

So, I can't take it anymore and I call him. I get his voice mail. One of the most awesome voicemails I've heard in forever... I leave a message. I havn't heard anything back from him... I now I'm gonna feel all awkward and everything at ShadowBar cuz of him. This is ridiculous. I can't help but be selfconscious he's gonna think I'm stalking him or something when I go over there now. That is if he's not interested in me... Hell, I was going there BEFORE I met him... Ya know?!

So, after we get home lastnight, I'm fixin to call another 'friend' of mine (potential date) and the Power goes out on me while I'm making dinner. I end up running to McDs with him on the phone and we have a great conversation.

Between all that, Crystal lets me practice on the Stick Shift. Thier is a friend of ours that is possibly gonna let me buy his Truck. its an extended cab Ford Ranger. I do great once I get started, but I'm really bad at take off. I keep killing it.

So, anyways, I had a great conversation with a 'potential' lastnight. Both of these Guys the past 2 days are Gemini's. One of em is born the 2nd of June, the other the 4th of June. I'm the 16th of June. This should/could get interesting.

Today
I just got a phone call from another person I've been talking to. He asked me out for a date tonight when we get off work... We'll see how that goes. He's gonna call me back when he gets off work.

Well, I gotta get back to work. Much love and hugs and Kisses.

Before I go, Here is a song for you. I havn't heard it in ages and it just came on the Radio...Thought I'd share.

Rob Thomas - "I'm an Illusion"

Take this confusion
Runnin' round my head
Take back my unkind words
Lay that weight on me instead
I'm the place where everything turns sour
Where you gonna run to now

Wrong step
We got off track
We need someone to help us get back now
Worn thin
Awful state I was in
I believe I was losing me now I'm found
I am found

But I'm not real anymore
I am an illusion

I am the damage
I am the relief
Sometimes I'm people
I never hoped that I would be
If I take in whatever they turn out
What's that gonna make me now
Don't you understand

I'm not real anymore
I am an illusion

Wrong step
We got off track
We need someone to help us get back now
Worn thin
Awful state I was in
I believe they were fooling me
Now I'm down
I am down

But I'm not real anymore
I am an illusion