Broken Hearted

I know its only preseason, but still. I can't believe that my Packers lost 10 to 31 at the Bengals. That was absolutely horrid. I litterally thought I was gonna cry. Had tears streaming down my face for that one. Thankfully, I had a friend I could call up, and altho he is a Bears Fan, he consoled me. It was awesome.

Still havn't heard from MG. I just know that he's gonna be at the Competition tonight and I'll have to run into him. Or he wont be there and I'll have to answer alot of questions from those that are there. I dont want to have to deal with that bullshit while I'm trying to win the Semi Finals. Hell, I don't even know if my vioce is going to hold up or not because of my Sinus' running haywire.

So far everyone here at the firm has been nice and patient with me while Crystal and BossSF are in training for this new software. I just got done doing I know how many DHL shipments and outgoing mail. I was overflowed on my desk I tell ya that much, I do know. lol

I was going to wear my Camo skirt today, but the only top I have that goes well with it is REALLY innapropriate for here. I'm thinking of wearing it tonight tho to the Karaoke competition. I can't wait to sing tonight. I hope I do well. Ya know, too bad DC wont see me sing. He hasn't called me since that night we went out and I sang sweet dreams for him and decided to make it one of my Semi-Final songs. His loss?

I've had a really awesome time talking with AW more and more. As well as 'Johnny Depp Look-A-Like'. I have so many 'friends' and 'potential dates' and stuff. But its not what I want. Its not what I need. I'm missing that in my life. Love and relationships and being with someone. I'm not asking for an engagement or even a commitment, I'm looking for something steady tho. Someone I can depend on and count on. And someone who can count on me for that as well.

Maybe what I'm looking for is too far fetched. I hope not. One day it'll find me. Just wish sometimes that I didn't have to wait... I hate waiting.