Feels so weird

To not be at work... I went to bed at like 7am. Woke up at 12noon. Totally took me back to the days when I had a life (I worked nights...so i really didn't have that much of a life)

Lazy day, lazy day is upon me! I've done absolutely not a damn thing, and loving every precious moment of it!

I was under the impression that EdgeFest was sold out..hmm, apperantly not, but I don't have the $40 for the "at gate" fee, or I'd go with Jack and them friday... No, I haven't yet heard from Adonis. It'd be nice if he'd email me or something. FUCK!

Also havn't heard from those I was suppose to go celebrate the 4th with lastnight. oh well I guess... Maybe they'll call eventually.

I leave you with........ LIVING DEAD GIRL from Rob Zombie
{Many fans -um, sorry friends- of mine have said this is thier song to me... I feel SO loved!}

(Who is this irrestibles creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?)
Living Dead Girl!

Rage in the cage
And piss upon the stage
There's only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil's wing

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Raping the geek
And hustling the freak
Like a hunchback juice
On a sentimental noose
Operation filth
They love to love the wealth
Of an SS Whore
Making scary sounds

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Psyclone Jack
Hallucinating Hack
Thinks Donna Reed
Eats dollar bills
Goldfoot machine
Creates another fiend
So Beautiful,
They make you kill

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl

Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl

Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it again
Living Dead Girl

Oh hell...I'll give you one more! BREAKING BENJAMIN "The Diary Of Jane"

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane