Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Silence and Peace - 8 days to B-Day

Wow, I can't believe it. I've had a day without drama!! I was able to relax. Actually COOK something. Changed my bed clothes. Cleaned and Dusted my living room. Cleaned and dusted my bedroom. I was actually able to accomplish something today that wasn't related to some kind of bullshit! YAY!

My girl Hal came over today. She gave me a birth day present. Got me a candle and some mini mirrors for craft stuff and some really awesome stickers. She remembered that I love Drama (The good kind) and got me some Comedy/Trajedy stickers and music note stickers and a stamp that looked like a Pentacle and it was all just totally awesome! I think, the best birthday gift I've gotten in a long while. It really really made me happy. I almost started crying. Had to try really really hard not to. But my eyes welled up in tears.

Guy still hasn't called me or talked to me. I've messaged him a few times, but no real response. Part of me is just ready to give up on him completely. I've said it a thousand times, I'll say it again, I have a husband, one dick is enough. But thier is just something about Guy I can't get out of my mind. *sigh* Maybe its "wanting what I really can't have". Who knows.

I'd still like to find a girlfriend. Ya, that would be really really awesome. But I dont' see that happeneing either...

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Feeling: Content


Listening to: Season premiere of "The Real Gilligan's Island"

1 comment:

  1. I think today was your birthday... I hope you had a nice day and I hope things are going ok for you. Stay strong sweetie

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