But you can't take it...
Well, she didn't say "NO not ever" just... well, only take it in extreme circumstances of pain... I needed it last week and the week before, my back isn't that bad today. Regardless of *how* it feels, I still needed to check up on L4&L5... She could feel them. *shiver* I could feel her feeling them. *shiver s'more*
She took my Excedrin Back & Body away from me... Said "absolutely no way unless you want to use condoms and not try to have a baby"...same thing for Ibuprophen, Asprin (which is in excedrin)... I'm allowed to have 2 tablets of Tylenol no less than 24 hours apart.
I start physical therapy on Wednesday (again) I have no idea what these people are going to do to me. Maybe it'll just be traction & ultrasound massage again like when I was doing PT in Arkansas.
She also said "Good luck with the baby making, congratulations on quitting smoking & don't forget to take your PreNatals as well as walk every day!"... Which I happen to have forgotten to take today, talk about your funnies! and, we didn't get the walk in either......unless you cound around Meijers waiting for my drugs.
So I need to get either Yoga or Pilates and do them. She said it's low impact enough not to hurt when we concieve and it'll help aide in my goal to lose weight as well as helping to strengthen my core (aka make my back & tummy stronger to help eleviate the pain).
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....Vie... Koe... Den....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
actually, what i *REALLY* want is a huge giant ice cream sundae with tons and tons of fudge, caramel....ah fuckit just give me the works! i want a loaded sundae and i want it now...and i have to be a good girl *cries* because i really do need to lose this fucking weight i've gained back and damnit all to hell. 50 more lbs and i'll be at "seperation" weight..... THIS CANNOT HAPPEN!
however that 2nd serving of speghetti really did a lot towards meeting my goals of weight loss huh?
Stupid Lard Ass.
ps, i want a cigarette too...
trying to become a healthy vessel for the future Taranis Jr. is hard. Not really physically but emotionally and mentally. I cry so easily now... Damn Hormones. Damn no smokes... Damn ice cream sundae that I want to go and buy and chow down on.
but in the end....Little Baby Taranis Jr. will make it all worth the stress, the insanity and my body hating me for the things I put it through and when I take that picture to show off my belly bump we'll see BABY BELLY and not fat belly!
oh my gods i am fucking crazy.
and i am happy I have such a nice and personable new General Practitioner :-) lets just hope that the doc I switch to for the Gyno stuff is still just as nice as my old doc.. I think it's bunk bullshit that thier in the same medical office but my insurance wont cover one but it will the other....I need to call her/thier office in the morning, maybe it just hadn't updated in a while for Gynos...
Some doctors I don't mind going to see but others I just don't. Going to the dentist is what I hate the most!
ReplyDeleteDamn. I kind of want a sundae now too...
ReplyDeleteTo the freezer! Cheap, storebrand vanilla will have to do.
Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteRemember - eat a bit better, eat a bit less, exercise a bit more.
The sizes of the bit determine how quickly the wieght comes off.
I did the chiropractor thing with my disc trouble (neck, messingthe nerves all down the right arm). I helped a lot, but I was really miserable for a while (and I am a fairly high pain tolerance sort). Thank GOd for alcohol during that time (yeah, I know, no help to you right now).
Kat: I agree, I hate dentists.
ReplyDelete24: *sniff* all I found was strawberry shortcake yogurt..
Titan: you can drink for me... Maybe we can osmosis the pain relief to me and you can keep the alchohol part :-)
I have an addiction to food. To sweets and chocolate... Since I've quit smoking that addiction is worse. I try really hard and think I'm doing a good job. After, all I havn't *gained* any weight...just havn't lost it either :-(