I think I'd be too scared to see him again anyways...
What do you think? Should I push the issue and see if we can be friends or leave it as it is and call it atleast a partial friendship and keep it ingame and sneezy related only? I've never made it a secret and i've always made it known that I wish he and I could be friends. We talked about his baby with his wife and her other kids from her previous marriage. He calls them his kids. Which is cool. I always imagined him being a really good dad.
Now I wonder, after all this time of being away from the game. Why is he back on sneezy again... And why didn't he just ignore me? And why is he giving me stuff and its like how it was before only instead of us talking about other things we're talking about his kids and my boyfriend?
And I want to know how in the hell she gets him to clean the kitchen because it was like pulling teeth to get him to do anything like that even taking out the garbage. *sigh* I guess maybe he grew up. Got kids now, no other choice in the matter.
Feeling:
just a little confusionListening to: drake snoring and Taranis' breathing
krm - My two cents worth, don't go live with any meeting for a while yet.
ReplyDeleteGet further over it, get solidified with the new beau, etc. Get solid before you go revisiting old earthquakes.
good sound solid advice. and dutily noted and taken. i believe your right and have a point. Thanks!
ReplyDeletekrm - Been there, done that, had to get the long sleeve T-shirt (to have something to cover up the scars). Experience is the best teacher, but it is painful and takes a long time (if you survive at all). Learning from other people's mistakes is far less painful and far more efficient (if you can manage to do it).
ReplyDeleteWhenever you start to get on track, successful old tempations crawl back into your life to try to derail you.
If you have problems with the bottle, you don't go back to it as soon as you've dried out. Same kind of thing here. You think you're over him, but this is new. Get a better foundation on your "over him" before exposing yourself to that tempation.
I'm going to let everyone know right now who I am before hand... I am Hephaestus wife. Okay so maybe I'm not considered Jenny's friend but I do find the woman interesting. I read Jenny's blog to help me understand what may have happened in the past with her marriage to my husband because he talks about it very little. The reason he is back on the MUD is because I told him it was silly to avoid Jenny. My understanding is that shit happens and people move on from each other but that doesn't mean you at one point didn't choose to be with that person and found qualities that you admired about that person. I think he just finally sat down and realized that each of you were hurt by the other and he finally needed to let his resentment go. He's on the MUD because I encouraged him to do what he loves but not to get obsessive with it. The other day when you got stuck out in the ocean he said he wished he'd been home to help you. He's getting better and trying to remember what was good between you and him. I guess it's an improvement from how he was before...
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sounds like a definate improvement. i wish he was there when i got stuck out there, too. i thought i was gonna die. blind, fleeing into god knows what out there. i'm just thankful i had flight. i can't imagine drowning while blinded...
ReplyDeleteif you want to be friends, i think we can do that. i like you, your a nice girl. we got off on the wrong foot (well, i guess i got off on the wrong foot --who knows) but its all good now, right?
its been nice talking with H again. I've really missed hearing him laugh and seeing him happy. too bad the laugh is via "falls down laughing" and text and not real...
I'll get him to work on the talking thing but I can't push him all at once. He's a baby step kinda guy... actually what guy isn't, right? I think we can be friends... what's wrong with that!
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yea don't push him. we can let this evolve naturally. no reason to rush. we're all still young.
ReplyDeletei see no reason as to why we can't be friends, however i can see reasons as to why other people would say no.
but i'm not other people, i'm weird.
hahahahaaa... I like wierd! Wierd is good!
ReplyDeleteAng
you definatly picked the right people then. H is definatly weird. And I'm not as weird but i'm weird, too.
ReplyDeletei'm even guessing that your weird :-)
actually no one gets any weirder than H... ever... not me... not you but I guess that's what I appreciate about him.
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