takes 5 mins to turn a great day into shit

i come home, i'm already to pay bills and get shit moving. start making payments, small but still payments, on my medical bills. i have alot again *sniffle*

so, I can't even meet the current bills. had to tell Crystal I'm gonna be $150 short on my truck payment. Thankfully next month is a 3 check month and i'll soon to be cuaght up again. i wanted to use that extra money to go to some concerts, but that's not going to happen.

*sigh* this is some bogus ass SHIT!

$50, i have 50 to last me 2 weeks for gas. no food for me.

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Feeling: pissed off


Listening to: my head comming apart, me trying not to scream