Well, I ended up leaving the spa early because I was having some issues. Issues in relation to my history of the female kind. So, ofcourse they don't know why this thing is happening, just that its happening. they did find a cyst on one of my ovaries tho. I'm suppose to be checking up this week with Crystal's gyno. I would rather use my specialist back in Arkansas but he's in Arkansas and not covered under my new insurance plan.
So, I've been poked and prodded and poke and prodded s'more. not really how I wanted to spend my Saturday evening, I would rather stayed at the Spa and worked, but it was to a point that I was really afraid that something ELSE was happening. I don't really want to talk about my suspicions so I'm just going to leave it at that. And thankful that it was *not* what I feared.
On a good note! The ultrasound tech said that for all the issues that i've had in the past and the surgeries that were done on me, my uterus and what parts of my cervix are still there look good. that's a plus! didn't say anything really about my ovaries or folicles except there is a cyst but she didn't go into detail. i'm sure that what progress was made in regards to the folicles are now null because its been how long since I was on the chlomid? Since Dec of 2004, 2 1/2 years.
Ya know, I should probably just count my blessing that I'm still alive and that I have drake and leave it at that. do i *really* need to have a biological child of my own? I would love to, yes. But at this point I think that my immediate health is more of a concern and if this new specialist brings up having a hysterectomy (partial or full) like it has been brought up in the past, I'll say yes instead of fighting them over it. However, I think I'll option for the partial if I can. Maybe they can take my eggs if I have any that are viable to use for future pregnancy options like having a surrogate mother or something?
Hell, there is always adoption, right? And there are plenty of kids here in the USA that need good loving homes and parents.
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