do you have a certain song that no matter what your doing that when it comes on it causes such intense pain in your whole being that you'd do anything, including taking the nearest sharpest object and ripping your veins open just so you wouldn't feel anymore?
damn Mariah Carey and her album Music Box. Why you gotta make me relieve memories? Make me hurt again? I'm so deleting this album off my computer and throwing away the CD.
there I was, jammin out to some Godsmack, Korn, Crossfade, Saliva, etc and *that* song comes on. That song that, is so painful. Didn't use to be, but it is now.
FUCK!
“...So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.”--Stephen King



4-30-11 = Best Day of My Life
I think that every Maria Carey song gives me an intense pain - but unrelated to any particular memories on my part.
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