Wednesday, March 14, 2007

"It's Been Awhile" dedication to Guy

heard this song on the way home from work today and I just wanted to cry my eyes out. I miss Guy so much. I havn't seen or talked to him since June 2005. All my efforts to find him have gone to the winds, nothing has worked. *sigh*

Lyrics by Staind

It's been awhile, since I could
Hold my head high
It's been awhile since I first saw you
It's been a while since I could stand
On my own two feet again
It's been awhile since I could call you

But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been awhile since I could say
That I wasn't addicted
It's been a while since I could say
I love myself as well
It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up
Just like I always do
But all that shit seems to disappear
When I'm with you

But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gona and fucked things up again.

Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day

It's been awhile since I could
Look at myself straight
It's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
It's been awhile since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste

But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

It's been awhile since I could
Hold my head up high
And It's been awhile since I said I'm sorry...


and here are some vids. mind you they are NOT the original vids for the Staind Video, these were found off youtube. Sometimes I like to watch these. So, tell me which one do you think is best? (All songs are the "Its been awhile")

(A) Advent Children


(B) Advent Children


(C) Harry Potter


(D) Passions --Ethan & Theresa Tribute

OK! Well, there are 4 of them for you to check out. Sometimes I'd rather see/watch fanvids than the artist vids.

"Its been awhile, since I could call you..."

3 comments:

  1. Hey, cheer up.

    On the bright side, you have an exotic foriegn fellow trying to sign you on as an international pin up girl.

    OK, so that might be putting too much spin on that one.

    krm

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  2. I think you go the whole jist of that whole deal.

    Me? an international pin up girl?

    um

    no

    lol, but he can keep trying all he wants *wnk*

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  3. The sarah contest thing was an old contest at the old site where exoctic foriegn guy used to post - as I recall it, photos were submitted for a contest to pick the model for the site's t shirts, sarah won but wouldn't model the shirts, rounds of abuse and hilarity ensued. Or something like that. And no animals were harmed in the process.

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