is it obvious I was bored?

I was suppose to call my buddy tonight, but I feel bad that I've now fallen asleep twice talking to him on the phone. lol, altho he doesn't mind. I love my friends so much. I just can't tell him I love him, that might start a whole freaking war or something, I don't know. But I love my vampire man. He's awesome.

Was suppose to have a 'date' of sorts with J.C. tonight, and that didn't happen. He went into the city...

Another friend of mine just msgd me and asked what I was up to tonight, 'nothing' is my response 'what do you have in mind?' we chitted for a bit, invited them over for a movie and a beer, but they'd have to be byob (bring your own booz) cuz its not my booz in the house, its Tazzie's. Havn't heard nothing back. Seriously contemplating going to bed.

Decorated the spa today at work. Me, 2 of the girls & my Favre look-a-like all busted ass and it looks amazing. I'll have to take some pics tomrrow I guess and post them. Its really pretty, I think.

Broke out my 'blackmores night' albums. Kelranth got me wanting to listen to them. And I don't even know how he accomplished that. Possibly because I'm reading a book, novel of sorts, about Vampires and, well, Kelranth has fangs and I've always, ya know, sexually.......alright we're stopping there. Its bad enough I'm horny already I don't need to make it worse.

So, AW has totally dropped off the face of the earth. No more phone calls, IMs, nothing in a long time. Oh well, his loss I guess? Its not like we were dating, altho we could have been. Guess too far away? Maybe. That and we've both been too busy to manage a long distance deal.

For you reading pleasure I present to you "Ocean Gypsy" by Blackmore's Night off the Shadow of the Moon album released in '98...

ooooooooooohh....
ooooooooooohh....

Tried to take it all away,
Learn her freedom... just inside a day,
And find her soul to find there fears are laid...
Tried to make her love their own,
They took her love... they left her there,
They gave her nothing back that she would want to own...

Gold and silver rings and stones,
Dances slowly off the moon,
No one else could know, she stands alone...
Sleeping dreams will reach for her,
She can not say the words they need,
She knows she's alone and she is free...

Ocean Gypsy of the moon,
The sun has made a thousand nights for you to hold...
Ocean Gypsy where are you?
The shadows followed by the stars have turned to gold...

Turned to gold...

Then she met a hollow soul,
Filled him with her light and was consoled,
She was the moon and he the sun was gold...
Eyes were blinded with his light...
The sun she gave reflected back the night
The moon was waning almost out of sight...

Softly Ocean Gypsy calls...
Silence holds the stars a while,
They smile sadly for her where she falls...
Just the time before the dawn,
The sea is hushed the ocean calls her,
Day has taken her and now she's gone...

Ocean Gypsy of the moon,
The sun has made a thousand nights for you to hold...
Ocean Gypsy where are you?
The shadows followed by the stars have turned to gold...

Turned to gold...

ooooooo...oooooooooo....

No one noticed when she died,
Ocean Gypsy shackled to the tide,
The ebbing waves, the turning spreading white...

Something gone within her eyes,
Her fingers, lifeless, stroked the sand,
Her battered soul was lost,
She was abandonned...

Silken threads like wings still shine,
Wind swept pleasures still make patterns
in her lovely hair... so dark and fine...
Stands on high beneath the seas, cries no more,
her tears have dried...
Oceans weep for her, the ocean sighs...

Ocean Gypsy of the moon,
The sun has made a thousand nights for you to hold...
Ocean Gypsy where are you?
The shadows followed by the stars have turned to gold...

Turned to gold...
Turned to gold...
Turned to gold...
Turned to gold......

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Feeling: Tired


Listening to: Shadow of the Moon by Blackmore's Night