Mysterious Devyne

Most of you have knowledge of my baby girl, Mysterie. She's a seal-point Hymalayn and I love her very much. I'm sure her daddy, Hephaestus misses her very much.

 

Lastnight I got home from my 2nd job, and she had been locked in my closet all day long. I could have sworn she was laying on my bed when I left.

 

Needless to say I picked her up and loved her, cuddled her and noticed a terrible thing. She's lost weight. I've been so busy, I didn't notice until lastnight. I can feel her poor little bones through her fur. And she's a very heavily furred cat.

 

So, I'm waiting to get ahold of the Vet that Crystal uses. She's suppose to be gettin me the #.

 

I'm terrified I am so terrified something is wrong with her. I held her all night last night and cried and cried into her furr. Appologizing for not being home, for not loving her like I use to love her all the time. I still love her, and she knows I love her and she knows that Mommie is NOT home as often as she use to be.

 

I dont know whether my babygirl is sick or just depressed. I know I feel like a piece of a fucking dog shit because she's ill and I feel like I'm the reason to blame for it. I never saw it comming.

 

My little boy tho, Drakkus de Elder Thyme, he's fine as be. Huge, Healthy, Muscular and rowdy. And still just as jelous and possessive as always. While Mysterie and I were cuddled in bed he decided to knock stuff off my dressers. How nice of him. I swatted his butt.

 

I fell asleep with my face burried in her soft fur. I woke to her gone and Drake curled up to my backside. I freaked out atfirst, I couldn't find her and she was lying under my bed. I pulled her out and loved her more. I got a late start because I want to make sure she knows how much her mommy loves her so very much.

 

I would never forgive myself if something happened to her.