Death

Seems to be all around me.

In the mist of Mysterious Devyne passing away I find out my Aunt in Tennessee isn't doing well. Then, I get a phone call a few mins ago from MomI (daddy's wife) tell me she's on morphine and she wont make it longer than a few more hours. This is my dad's sister. One of my most fave aunts in the world. She's been through alot the past 2 years. Discovering the Lukemia, then an anerism in her brain that ruptured, multiple brain surgies, heart attack, then strokes. This woman has been through alot. And now it seems its her time. All her fighting, I know she's better off in no more pain.

I took Mysterie's collar, it was a bracelete that matches one of mine and I took part of mine with all of hers and I'm wearing them as an anklet now. I should recieve her ashes in a few days. I'll be sending some of them to Hephaestus. She was his little girl too. Trying to think of something special to send them in.

"Like You"

Stay low.
Soft, dark, and dreamless,
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel anymore for you.

Grieving for you,
I'm not grieving for you.
Nothing real love can't undo,
And though I may have lost my way,
All paths lead straight to you.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.

Halo,
Blinding wall between us.
Melt away and leave us alone again.
Humming, haunted somewhere out there.
I believe our love can see us through in death.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.

I long to be like you, sis,
Lie cold in the ground like you did.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you.

And as we lay in silent bliss,
I know you remember me.

I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you,
I'm coming for you.

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Feeling: Sad, Heart Broken


Listening to: Evanescence "Like You"