Been a little busy

MG and I decided we are better off just friends. And he's an awesome guy. That makes it cool. Its a little heart breaking because he's SO hot and, well I think wonderful. But I took the advice of the little birdy and did what he said and I think that MG and I would be better off as friends only. LittleBirdy is right, I don't need an MG in my life romantically.

It seems to be harder and harder to try and find the right man that I'm looking for. But, who knows it could get easier.

AW and I have been talking more lately. He's a really nice guy. Found out today that he has 2 motorcycles, one of which is a harley. Total turn on.

I've started talking to one guy... He's a Sheriff. Talk about total mind blowing. I never imagined I would be considering a guy in law enforcement. Which, thier on different than Military guys I guess. So I shouldn't be shocked that since both are in uniform and guys in uniform are a total turn on...yea. lol

Thier was so many diff things I was going to talk about. And I can't seem to think or bring them up at the moment.

Friday at the Spa was decent. It wasn't too bad at all.

Oh, Thursday. I went out for Karaoke at Crossroads. I started out alone and ended up sitting with a bunch of people that I've met that are Karaoke peeps too. My karaoke peeps and me. Well, I'm sitting there, and we're all having a great time. One of my friends (I hope she's a friend) show's up. We'll call her LadyS. LadyS and I were hootin and hollarin having a great time. I bought her a beer. She bought me a drink. We had such a great time. I got up the nerve (with her encouragement) to buy this guy I thought was hot a beer. He came over and sat at our table. He asked for my # and never called. Bastard. LOL. Oh well. His loss. She ended up inviting me back over to 'her place' and drinks were on her. I stayed only for a little bit. I had to get home.

Friday, I went out after the spa. It was pretty boring. Nothing really happened or went on.

Saturday I was gonna go back out to Shadow but decided not to and just went home instead and talked to the Sheriff on the phone for a long time.

Sunday was the same. I went to work, came home, but that time I went to bed. After talking to some people via messenger on the phone... Oh well.

Lets see, Crystal, Tazzie and I have been busy cleaning up the house. We're having a BBQ today with her family and his. It should be pretty interesting. TheSon is suppose to be here later this evening when he gets off work.

Talked to AW earlier today. He might come by. Not sure on that. We're kinda far apart anyways. He lives an hour from me. I dont know.

Nothing really interesting. Still single and not finding that certain someone/something special in my life that I want/need. Or just think I need. Hell I dont' know. I do know this, I'm sick and tired of one night stand propositions and empty promises.

OH! Ok, thier is something that I like to do. And well, after a week or two after you do this certain thing, its uncomfy... And sometimes painful. ....And, well, I have found a solution. I've been debating or whether or not it would be safe or not to use certain items to attain the same affect and it be less abrasive and less harsh.... Needless to say, I wish I had gotten the balls along time ago to do this in the current way. Its SO much better and not painful or anything. OHMYGOD its great. Makes me wonder why I waited so long to experiment.

Love me!