dissapointed

It hurts. Ya know, to be rejected for any reason hurts. But its not a pain I havn't felt before and I will be fine. I'm sure of it. For those of you just tuning in, I got the inevitable 'lets just be friends' from Hockeyguy.

eventually i know that i will find someone to love who will love me back. (no, i'm not sayin i was falling in love with him, he was awesome and wish to see where it could have went) i need patience. i'm amazed i've been 'alone' this long. but my advid readers will know and understand i havn't. i've been through one failed 'relationship' if you can even call them that, after another. I know most of you probly think I'm trying to hard or even will say I'm trying to hard. Someone even told me to not look so hard it'd find me.

my heart still aches tho, for that love thats missing in my life. that someone to hold me close and be with me.

"Good-Morning Heartache", by Gretchen Wilson
--Dedicated to my lonely heart

Good morning heartache, you old gloomy site
Good morning heartache
Thought we said goodbye last night
I turned and tossed until it seemed that you had gone
But here you are with the dawn
Wish I'd forget you, but you're here to stay
It seems I met ya, when my love went away
Now each day I start by saying to you
Good morning heartache, what's new
Stop haunting me now, can't shake you no how
Just leave me alone
I've got those Monday blues
Straight through Sunday blues
Good morning heartache, here we go away
Good morning heartache
You're the one who knew me when
Might as well get used to you hanging around
Good morning heartache, sit down

Stop haunting me now, can't shake you no how
Just leave me alone
I've got those Monday blues
Straight through Sunday blues
Good morning heartache, here we go away
Good morning heartache
You're the one who knew me when
Might as well get used to you hanging around
Good morning heartache, sit down