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I see alot of that on the personals sites that I sometimes browse. Like they think thats funny. Or thats gonna impress someone. HA! Whatever, loser.

Yesterday was a hard day for the no smoking Jenny. I almost gave ina few times, but I prevailed. Logged in today while Waiting for HockeyGuy to get here and I see lots of encouragement. You guys are awesome. Thanks so much! I'm going on my 2nd day. Keep an eye on the side bar countdown/ups for specifics and currents.

I've met a few really awesome people out here lately. Some are scary and I never wish to talk to again. Others are awesome. And most just wanna fuck me or anything that moves which is NOT going to happen. So, if you found me off of some personals site and you just wanna get laid, it aint gonna happen buddy. Let me tell ya right now you might as well point that cock of yours elsewhere. If I wanted to get laid, I'd go to the local bar and find some asshole drunk there to play sexual russian roullete with my life.

Thier is this awesome music store here. Owner plays in a band. He's the singer/lead guitarist. I think I'm gonna take thier lessons. Price doesn't sound bad at all. Sounds good actually. Just probly wanna buy my OWN guitar first before I start taking lessons that way I can practice easier. I've learned to play 2 songs about ten years ago. JY taught me, they were Metallica's "Nothing Else Matters" and Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here"...I definatly couldn't get a good go at it right now. I'd say I'm rather rusty.

We went out lastnight. Had fun. Went to the V. Then I hooked up with some other friends and went out to Denny's and traveled around a bit. Got to see some more of the area. It was awesome.

I woke up this morning feeling like I was hung over. And I'm sure it was the withdrawls. Still having them. Gettin really figidy and nervous ticks going on. I'm not craving food as bad as I thought I would, which is awesome. I'm craving chocolate but I'm addicted to Chocolate, thats another habbit I should probly break too, but fuck it. I love my Chocolate.

Ya know, gettin off smokes is alot harder than it was to quit Meth. With that shit I just walked away from it, not hard at all. Me and the MusicMan was talking about that today. The worst withdrawls I've had yet was the ones when I was comming off Oxycontins when I hurt my back. Oh damn that was some hell of aweful withdrawls. And ya know, quitting drinking was easier than quitting smoking. WTF is up with that shit? Why is smoking so hard to quit? I know I was a borderline Alkie and I was RIGHT to that piont, but I made myself stop. I said no more and didn't drink for YEARS and then I started keeping an eye on myself and drinking again as a social thing. Once in a while, no my limits and be done with it. One in a blue moon now do I ever drink to get really really fucked up. Which, about oh 5 years ago, hell more. When I was in HS. All I ever did was drnk. I was fucking alchohol fish. Anyways.

Smoking and quiting smoking. Its hard. and I'm rambling on about nothing. Waiting for HockeyGuy to call me and say he's on his way.

Love you guys and thanks so much for all your support.