Self Pitty Party OVER

OK, most of you probly know I've had this HUGE selfpitty party thing going on for a while now. #1 because of the way things went with me and Aries. #2 because I lost my job. #3 just basically because I feel like a worthless piece of shit.

SO, thier is this guy. He seems really cool. We're suppose to go on a date thursday. He's driving from F'ville (For those of you not from around here, that's Fayetteville) which is about 90miles from me. Thats a hour and 1/2 drive. Totally awesome.

Me and the other guy I had those 2 dates with (I have no idea what to call him) have been playin phone tag. SO, ya that's been fun *rolls eyes*

Dude that Daddy doesn't want me to date is still around. We've been messaging backnforth. Its cool. I'm suppose to let him borrow my copy of Wolves of the Calla so he can read it. Been trying to get me to come over, but its been wrong timing I guess, I dont know.

Aries came by yesterday. We went for about a 2 hour drive and talked. He says he's over his Ex now. He says he knows its for real this time. I think he wants me to wait for him. For when he's ready for a relationship. Thier are a few girls that want him for thier own, obviously doesn't everybody? But he said that if he was going to get into a serious relationship it would be with me (the only person he could ever open up to besides "K"), If I would have him. He appologized for treating me badly and all kinds of other stuff. We've agreed to be friends (we weren't NOT friends which is strange). And well, it went really really well. I saw him again today and he was estatic to see me. Kept huggin me and grinning. I don't know WHAT his deal is.. LOL.

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Feeling: Satisfied for now


Listening to: Something on TV the p'rentals are watching