Hinder Does It Again

Leaving me in tears remembering a memorie I wish I could have kept supressed.

Thanks alot for bringing back a box full of Hephaestus's memories and him doing this excact same thing everytime we broke up!

Better Than Me by Hinder

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

Today would have been our Wedding Anniversary.... And its now count down to less than a month and it'll be a year since seperation and the start of the hell of my 25th birthday.

I wont be much use to anyone or anything for a while.

Title: Nothin' Good About Goodbye

I rolled up my sleeves today
Cause I thought that this was over
But then you called to say
You forgot that broach of your mother’s
Every time I try to cut the cord
You come crawling back with some excuse
You forgot something
There’s nothing good about goodbye
I could swear I saw you cry
I always knew you’d wind up falling harder
There’s nothing good about goodbye
Just say goodbye

I rolled up my sleeves today
Cause I thought that this had ended
But then you called again
To tell me how you’re gonna blow my best friend
And every time I try to cut the cord
You come crawling back with some excuse
You forgot something
There’s nothing good about goodbye
I can swear I saw you cry
I always knew you’d wind up falling harder
Falling harder
Every story has two sides
In the he-said-she-said fight
Always knew you’d wind up falling
Falling harder

There’s nothing good about goodbye
Just say goodbye
Falling, falling out of
you’re falling apart
Falling, falling out of
you’re falling apart
Falling, falling out of
you’re falling apart
Falling, falling out of
you’re falling apart
There’s nothing good about goodbye
I can swear I saw you cry
I always knew you’d wind up falling
Falling out of
Every story has two sides
in the he-said-she-said fight
She’ll always end up falling
Falling out of

Title: By The Way

In the winding down hours
I let your heart down again
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
Old habits die hard
I always end up hating the end
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)

I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same

Speechless and frozen
Uncomfortable silence again
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same

Battered and bruised
Broken confused
It's time we both knew
Can't stop what I started
This time we both lose, lose
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same
The same, the same,
I'll always stay the same
(battered and bruised)
The same, (broken confused), the same
I didn't warn you that I'd always stay the same