Wow, wow, damn & Drama

Well, what can go wrong, will go wrong. Wednesday night we're over at Hades place just chillin and hangin out and then this crazy woman goes off on how Hades stole her car (which didn't happen) and well, the cops showed up. Everyone split. Hades was gonna go out of town til it blew over and he could get shit straight. Well, I ended up with a friend and his ole lady. Aries ended up with "that chic" again. When it was all settled and a small few of us (Hades, Persephone, and I) were over at thier place again, we tried to tell Aries it was safe to come over. But chic said they were already on thier way to his "safe place" and he said he'd be back around Noon.

Thurs noon came and went. Hades and I did the running around we needed to do (because my man wasn't there, I had to take his place) and got shit straight. My baby ended up back at the homestead, I'm not sure what time. We had to make a run and he said to drop him off at chic's place cuz she was suppose to take him to run some errands for him. And we offered to instead so he could party with us and he wouldn't do it. Aries promised he'd be back in time to celebrate Hades bday and he never showed up. We tried to find them and nothing.

Venus's so called "boyfriend Murky" showed up and started shit with her so she and I left for a while. When I got back no one was there. Well, this one dude had showed up wanting to show everyone his new place (I knew where it was cuz I was with him the night he went to check it out he's the friend I went with when we all split wed night). So I swing by there (they are all there) and then we go back to the homestead. When we show back up, guess who's there (aries) with that chic and thier both drunk. Well, she's freakin plastered and he's 1/2 way decent I guess. He's offering her a ride home and then Persephone and Aries get into it. Hades walks away from it all (to cool off). I follow Aries and chic to make sure she gets home safe (Aries stormed off and she drove herself home. He showed up while I was talking to her) He stayed there again. Said he wouldn't go back to Hades place if thier going to disrespect him...

Anyways, long story short, I go home again and I stay at Hades place alone again. (I had venus with me this time tho). I wake Persephone up to tell her I'm leaving. Everyone else has left. I go to chic's house and wake up Aries. Tell him that Persephone appologized. She loves him like a bro, he is her little bro and she doesn't understand why she went off like that at him. So I think its all good now. Aries has my pants. I have on his pants (dont ask when this happened or how, but it has) and he wouldn't let me have them back, lol. I got a hug and a kiss before I left there. I told him I miss him and he said "miss you more". Which is all good. I really don't think thier having an affair. Thier just friends. I just can't understand why he's spent so much time over there. Maybe its her vehicle cuz I don't have one myself right now. I don't know. But lastnight I do know the reason he stayed at her place was cuz him and Persephone got into it.

Daddy told me tonight he doesn't like me stayin out all night so I guess this means I"ll have to try and stay home more often... Which sucks. Aries really needs to start stayin at his house and going to community service like he's suppose to or he's gonna wind up behind bars in a prison cell for 30 years expecting me to wait for him. And the scary thing is, I think I would wait for him. I don't know why, but I would wait for him. Its just so hard to come back here and sleep knowing that he's so close (a few blocks away) and he gets upset when I don't stay with him over there.

This is so our song when we make up/in the process of making up

Staind "Right Here"

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

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Feeling: Disapointed


Listening to: Staind in my head