what a day/night

Aries showed up on my doorstep about 24hrs ago. Appologizing for not calling back. Wanting to know why I didn't go to the party. Said he went to the party. Got plastered. I was like "good for you". Said he woke up in bed with some 1/2 breed Mexican chic (if he was trying to piss me off that would have worked cuz I don't like Mexicans) was carrying around her picture all day and bragging about it. I honestly think he was trying to make me mad/jelous or something cuz if you know Aries, he never goes outside of his race. He claims to be Nazi. Which I think all that lead to what eventually happened later lastnight (and this morning before I went home).

So, we ended up going to the lake with Hades and some other people. Then we went back Hades' place and just chilled. (Got plastered actually). Venus came by on her lunch break and all I wanted to do was make out with her.

I ended up doing something lastnight, that I'm sure I'll probly end up regretting. No, it wasn't with Aries. Altho he tried until he got pissed that I wouldn't do anything with him (tried most of the day and 1/2 the night). And ofcourse he tried to get us into a fight. I wanted to laydown and goto sleep where I always (we always) do and he got there first. Bastard.

So, I'm stuck in the living room with this guy (I know him, he's one of thier friends) while Persephone & Hades are doing thier thing. Then they migrated to the living room. We were already doing "our thing". If I wasn't drunk lastnight I don't think I would have done anything. But we did, 3 times. And it was surpisingly good. I honestly expected a "lame lay" but I was shocked. I'm still shocked. I think I'm still kinda drunk.

So, anyways. I'm home and fixin to hop in the shower.

She stayed up all night and cried into her pillow
And fought off the urge to just break down and call
Last night to find the fault seemed so darn easy
But now who's to blame don't matter much at all
She thinks if she calls him, it just shows weakness
So the hurt goes on with every tear she's cried
Ain't it sad to see a good love fall to pieces
Chalk another heartbreak up to foolish pride

Turn out the lights, the competition's over
The stubborn souls are the losers here tonight
And while the bridges burn
Another hard hard lesson's learned
As in the ashes, passion slowly dies
And this romance goes down to foolish pride

He relives every word they spoke in anger
He walks to floor and punches out the wall
To apologize to her, would be so simple
But instead he cries, 'I'll be damned if I crawl'
If he loses her, he's lost his best friend
And more than just a lover can provide
So he wrestles with emotions that defeat him
Chalk another love lost up to foolish pride

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Feeling: Not Hung Over


Listening to: Travis Tritt "Foolish Pride"