ugh. MEN

So, yesterday Venus comes by to pick me up. We end up over at Hades' place. Aries is thier, ofcourse. Venus ends up leaving. Well, s'more ppl end up comming over and we're hanging out. During this whole thing Aries keeps leaving and he says to me "dont leave, stay here" and so I keep stayin. And he keeps comming back and keeps leaving. Well, Hades comes home, without Persephone. Him and Aries leave. He tells me "dont leave, stay here". Well, they come back a little bit later. He says "good, your still here. I have to leave again". By this time I'm really pissed off cuz he's sayin how we dont spend enough "friend" time together anymore, blah blah. And ofcourse one of our friend's just died.... So I'm like, ok I'll stay. Over 2 hours pass this time and I'd ended up fallin asleep on the couch listening to Evanescence. (Not hard at all for that to happen, she's sooths me) And I wake up, its 7pm. I leave. I told one of thier friends "If he still wants me to come over when he gets back, have him come and get me" well, he didn't come and get me. Which I could really careless. I'm pissed off at the fact that he wanted me to stay there and hangout with him and he left and he left and he left.


I've been trying to think of my ideal man. And its so hard to put into words. Aries appears to embodie what I want in my "dream man", but Aries has alot of flaws that I don't care for. #1 is his inability to commit. Anyways, once I get it all worked out in my head, I'll be tellin it from the rooftops so you can help me find him! Venus says I'm out for "redneck". I guess if dipin, tight jeans, built body, shaved heads, tall, ripped jeans, beer/whiskey is redneck...then ya, I'm turned on by redneck.
Most would probly call it cowboy. Farm Boy/ Country boy... Whatever, I'm from arkansas.

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Feeling: Upset


Listening to: Speed Channel ... NASCAR rulz!