Too much going on....

Lastnight we went out to the VFW and did a little Karaoke. I sang: Dixie Chics "Cowboy take me Away", Gretchen Wilson "Redneck Woman", Reba McIntire "Fancy", Evanescence "My Immortal" - they say that one was the best had to do it twice lol. Joel and I sang "Does he Love You" and "Tell Him"...we need to practice more together! lol. And I attempted to sing "In Another's Eyes" with a guy there, he didn't even know the song! I was like Geeze, so I ended up singing the whole thing by myself. I think thier planning on taking me out again tonight to Karaoke. The guy who started doing it at the V again lastnight also does another club on Saturday nights. So, who knows. I'm starting to learn another song "Hello" by Evanescence. I can seem to do thier other songs very well, but "immortal" and "hello" I am really really awesome at!

Things are the Same ole Same ole up here in Chicago...Her dad is still really really low into his Depression. Just when you think you've pulled him out a little bit, he goes right back in. And now he's starting with this whole Paranoia thing, that...wow, you know. Wondering if they didn't diagnose him right and he's Schizto instead of Manic Depressive.

I got 3 sets of darts. A red and silver set, a black and silver set and gold and black set. Hephaestus says he wants my gold and black set, since he only has one set. I'm like, ok. Turns out I was putting the red darts together WRONG! lol, I was putting them together from mixed up pieces, and they dont take the fat tips, they take regular tips...No wonder it didn't feel right *slaps self*.

Well, I've been cleaning my ass off up here... Made some more headway in the Kitchen Cabinets and the Garage Pantry. Threw away alot of stuff, let me tell ya. Expiration dates from the 80s and 90s. I was like, EWE! Tossed away about $400 or more in food already because of the expiration dates and such. Its just nasty.

I love you all. Thanks for being so patient with me while I do my thang up in Chicago.

Here is a short dedication to my husband...."Broken" by Seether with Amy Lee from Evanescence.

I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel light when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away
There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz Im broken, when I'm open
And I feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open
And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

I love you my darling, before you know it, I'll be back in your arms.