Let You Down

Well, I don't have my job anymore. I got sick at work. Had to leave. My boss wouldn't let me, so I told him I was leaving anyways and he said that I was terminated.

I think me and the God Of War (he's an aries and a fighter) are over. We went out yesterday and when we went back to our friend's house he left with some people and ended up staying out with some chic. I'm pretty sure they did something. The past few days with us has been awesome until lastnight. I don't know what his deal is, but this shit has got to stop and I'm ending it. I havn't seen him since he left with that car load of people. Its been about 12 hours now.

Aries is a felon and certain things he's not suppose to do he's doing. Like not reporting in, not stayin where he's suppose to. His officer is looking for him. He's looking at 30 years in prison. I was just starting to trust in him and believe in him. I was starting to let myself love him and fall in love with him. And then he goes off and does some stupid shit and is either A-cheating on me or B-going to prison. These 2 songs fit us perfectly. Hades (his best friend) is leading a straight life and doing what he's suppose to do and is staying on the good side of the law. Why can't my Aries do that too. Why can't he learn and just do right and not fuck up everything good in his life. Alienating his parents, alienating me & his friends that love and care for him. Why do I have to care for him so much. I was even stupid enough to tell him that if he went back to prison I'd wait for him for as long as he was in there... My gods how could I be so stupid.

This is the situation we go through, he leaves and its the 3 Days Grace song and then he comes back with the Jason Aldean song.

3 Days Grace

Trust me
There's no need to fear
Everyone's here
waiting for you to finally be one of us

Come down
You may be full of fear
But you'll be safe here
When you finally trust me
Finally belive in me

I will let you down
I'll let you down
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Trust me
I'll be there when you need me
You'll be safe here
And when you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

I will let you down
I'll let you down
When you finally trust me
Finally believe in me

Never want to come down

JASON ALDEAN

"Why"

It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

[CHORUS]
Why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break
And why are you always on the verge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside

[CHORUS]
Why does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say 'I love you'
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you

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Feeling: Crying, Sad, Depressed


Listening to: My tears falling and my Heart breaking again