Its over

Why can't he just admit that we're more than just "fuck buddies"... Thats what he calls it. "friends with benefits" my ass...

As you should guess, we got into it tonight. And it played out exactly how it always does.

First we have 3 Days Grace "Let You Down"
and now we have nothing because its the "coolin off period"
He'll call tomorrow morning and we'll be Jason Aldean "why" and I'm going to be Gretchen Wilson "I don't feel like loving you today" and then we're both going to be Staind "Right Here" and the whole fucking mess will start all over again. Its a never fucking ending vicious cycle.

WHY can he not just ...........

I can't do this anymore. The next song for us and its going to be tomorrow because this shit is NOT going to happen again. Its going to be Seether's "Driven Under"

Fucking take this shit for whatever the fuck you want. I can't take it anymore. I've been through more ups and downs and rollercoasters with this man since February than my entire relationship of almost 10 years with my ex husband.

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you.
I breathe you.
I can’t go through this all again.
We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you.
I breathe you.
I can’t go through this…

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Feeling: Pissed the FUCK off


Listening to: Everything mean and hateful