A few nights later I'm downstacking on aisle 9 and they stop by with another "friend" who use to be an unloader (he quit) to just bullshit. Paco asks me out on a date. I said "sure" he wanted to know when my lunch was, I told him. He said he'd be back about 2 then. I said ok. 2 rolled around, he never showed up, I fell asleep in the car.
Next night he shows up again. He said he was sorry for not showing up. I said no problem, you probly fell asleep. He did. So did I. He asked if I'd go out with him on my lunch. I said sure, you gonna show up this time? He did. We went to waffle house for lunch. Wanted to come by the next day. I said sure. He didn't show up. I went to bed, slept from about 6pm to 7am. (My day off)
Next day he calls. He's in town. I go and pick him up. I think it was about 4 in the evening. (again, my night off) We watched TV. Hung out with my mom and little sis Pebbles here at the house. Fell asleep on the couch watching movies. He stayed the night, lol. Spent all day friday together. He even spent the 9 hours I was working, at my work and spent my breaks with me. It was great, until Saturday rolled around.
We spent all day saturday together. Fell asleep on the couch at Taz's uncles for a bit and then came to my house. He met my dad. We went out for lunch with an old friend of mine and then I had to take him to the bus depot. He's in his hometown right now with his family for the holidays. I wont see him again until about spring of '06. He's going in the military. He's Portugese. And really wonderful man.
All of my friends adore him. My family is crazy about him. They liked him right off the bat. They miss him. Pebbles is absolutely crazy about him. She can't wait for him to get back, me too.
He called tonight. I miss him so much already. He's with his family, so I know he's ok. Just scares me about him getting on a plane. I hate planes, flying scares me. I can't wait to meet his family. I can't wait for him to hold me again. We've only known each other for such a short time, but its like I've known him for years. Suga says he's perfect for me. She's so happy for me.
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been here before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had... baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
Feeling:
LovedListening to: GnR "Don't Cry"



Hey sweety I seen the post... once again stars began to form in my eyes thinking of you and your words... I hold you close to my heart and in my mind at all times.
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