Where to begin

Raquel didn't win :(

Suga and Taz are officially an "item". Suga is talking about leaving her "ole man". Its not cuz of Taz, its a long time in comming. Pimpy and her man T are back together.

ME? I aint together or "back together" with anyone. I am sick to my stomach tho. Not exactly sure as to why. Felt fine when I woke up not to long ago.

I work tonight. Been off for the past 3 days. Saturday I didn't go in. I missed Raquel's pageant too. Sun and Mon they had to sched off. It feels like I havn't been into work in ages.

I'm finally gettin over that crap I had before. I cough ever once in a while and its a dry hack.. Other than that, its all good.

DevilMan was suppose to try and come down again, but I understand why he hasn't. With gas prices and his line of work, I can see as to why. I miss him when we don't talk. Its like "something's missing" when we dont talk. Like I broke a routine or something. Crazy shit.

I went and registered on a bunch of dating sites. Nothing has come of them yet. We'll see. Im' just reaching for straws. Lonely and doesn't seem to be alot of people I'm interested in in this town that I can actually be with.

Speaking of... Ram called today. We talked for about 30 mins. Mostly about work. I finally did somehting he's very proud of me about. I'm happy I could make him proud of me. His opinion means alot to me.

And so I leave you all with this

She left the car in the driveway
She left the key in the door
She left the kids at her mama's
And the laundry piled up on the floor
She left her ring on the pillow
Right where it wouldn't be missed
She left a note in the kitchen
Next to the grocery list

It said, you don't even know who I am
You left me a long time ago
You don't even know who I am
So what do you care if I go

He left the ring on the pillow
He left the clothes on the floor
And he called her to say he was sorry
But he couldn't remember what for
So he said I've been doing some thinking
I've been thinking that maybe you're right
I go to work every morning
And I come home to you every night

And you don't even know who I am
You left me a long time ago
You don't even know who I am
So what do I care if you go
You don't even know who I am
So what do I care if you go

Patty Loveless's "You don't even know who I am"
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Feeling: Sad


Listening to: Country Music