Life and all its BS

1st of all, I realized last night that I had lost a poem that a friend of mine had wrote for me, I only have an exerpt from it that I have on my Pagan Business Cards, I could shoot myself for that

2ndly, I still have not found a job, Hephaestus still has not found a job and Jugalo has not been able to get ahold of his mother and Choctaw Casino has not called him in for his 3rd interview (if they are ever going to call him in that is).

H’sMom is moving out of H’sStep-Dad's today. Hephaestus will have to miss most of the PNO tonight. They wanted me to help her move, but If I dont show up or if I leave early, seems like noone sticks around, lol.

I'm scared H’sStep-Dad is going to take the car from us because H’sMom is leaving him. No way to go look for a job then or to get back n forth to a job.

I've made some stupid decisions in my life, and I've made some smart ones. But now I think that no matter how bad I was being treated at the Dispatching job and no matter how shitty they were to me at Jackson Hewitt, and even tho Hephaestus wasn't getting his full paycheck, we should have just stuck it out. Why did I ever convince myself that we would be ok. Bull shit Bullshit I keep feeding myself Bullshit :(

If you know of someone who is hiring, hollar at me, please!