“...So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.”--Stephen King
4-30-11 = Best Day of My Life
Monday, May 03, 2004
Quitting Smoking
Havn't had a cigarette since 3pm this afternoon, thats 8 and 1/2 hours and counting. This is harder than what I thought it would be. I already have a migraine from hell and it doesn't seem to be getting anybetter no matter what I try. I'm shaky and can't talk without stuttering. After smoking for 12 years, I can see why it would be this way. It was easier when I quit drinking 4 years ago.
Update on the past few weeks.....Not alot has been going on, been looking for a job and have failed at everyturn. As soon as I get a job, I'm going to offer to make payements on the hyundai to H’sStep-Dad (Hephaestus's dad). For many different reasons.
Hephaestus's mom has been through some rough shit at work, and is no longer employeed *grumble*. Also one of the reasons we want to help with the Hyundai payments, H’sMom and H’sStep-Dad have helped us so much, I want nothing more than to beable to help them aswell.
Ok, lets see...whatelse has been going on?? Not alot I guess....
Stay tuned for the Dr's appointment for my hormone screening this wednesday (the 5th) and to see if I stay smoke free.....
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