No signs of depression from losing my Job. First one I ever got fired from. Total bummer.
I'm trying my hardest to put the past behind me and move on with my life. I'm concetrating on keeping myself positive for the treatments ahead of me due to my illness.
I was going to go look for another job. But the DRs and my family have convinced me to wait til after my treatments and see what happens from there. I really hate having to put this financial burden on Hephaestus. He doesn't deserve this and works too hard as it is.
Sometimes I wish I'd just lay down and die. I hate seeing my husband suffer this way. And, yes it would be selfish on my part as well because then I wouldn't be suffering either.
I have a wondeful family and a wonderful support system. And marvelous freinds who are more than willing and ready to help me. But I hate putting everyone through so much pain.
But I will do my best to be a good girl! I wont get depressed and I will my life to the fullest that I can.
Loving you all,
Much thanks for all your support
Aphrodite, aka blaez
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